After my last post, I am sure that all of you (LOL!) thought that I was going to drive off a bridge of something. I admit, I was down lower than ever before. But when the sun rose the next morning, I got out of bed and started my day.
Yesterday, I got to work and realized that I just didn't want to be at work. So I left. I spent the day with S. We were like a normal couple. We talked about things and honestly, she assured me that money doesn't matter to her. That it is the man I am that she loves. That somehow changed everything.
I got to my room last night and said, ok...let's change the thought patter. Life WILL get better. I WILL get a better job that pays well. I WILL pay off my debts. I WILL end up with the woman of my dreams.
This morning, I got up, dressed 100% (which means I put a tie on for work). There was very little traffic. I made a ton of calls and got some appointments and interest. And I got called by a recruiter about a job. Its a contract job but it pays really well. Not enough to go out and buy a new car but enough to make a dent in some bills.
Sometimes, it's all in your head.
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