For all of you that have been waiting with baited breath for my next post...damn, I crack myself up. So the last post was the day before my birthday. Here's a recap of the last 2 weeks....
The birthday itself was fine. Went out to dinner with my friends/roommates and got lots of love from my friends. Nothing ever came of those jobs and the market seems to be drying up. That all sucks because I still need to make a lot more money than I do now. One good thing is that we have this project at work that I can get behind and I feel like I am making some progress. I still hate doing sales but I am doing what I can. Scary part is that I am on salary until October and after that, I am supposed to be on commission.
The lovelife has been going ok. Though I am still talking to the STBE pretty much daily we are being nicer to each other. The other woman and I have spent a good amount of time together and it feels really right. I can only hope that things are going to work out the way I want.
The divorce becomes final tomorrow. In our state, you show up, the judge does his thing and its over. My friends keep asking me if I am ready. My STBE keeps asking me if I am ready. Honestly, I am not sure how I feel. Part of me is glad that the STBE will get to move on with her life though I am still going to be part of it. Part of me is excited at the possibilities of what may come.
