There was a time in my life where money wasn't so important. Probably because I had some. There were a few times I had a lot. After a few fuckups and some job losses, now I am one of millions living paycheck to paycheck. I could deal with it if I wasn't also trying to figure out how move out of my house. Oh yeah, then on top of that my credit is getting killed because we are behind on the mortgage.
I took a sales job that I am just not clicking with. Been here a little over a month and haven't closed a thing. It's tough selling when no one has money. I would rather be doing what I am good at, operations and management. So I work all day, being pissed off then I go home and job hunt again. With the change in my life, I am willing to go anywhere for a job so I am applying all over the country. Now you might be saying, wait didn't you just fuck up your marriage to be with this woman that is in the same town? Yes, I did. But until I can get some real inclination from her what the deal is I need to pay off bills. If it is the love I think it is, it should be able to survive me being gone for a bit.
But god, I hate money!
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